Random Dumb Things

2003-05-21T16:42:00.000-05:00

I am a slacker! I have not written anything for a long time. Tyler and I are in Montana now. It still does not feel like we have moved back. I feel like I am just visiting. I know one thing my friend Michael is way more of a slacker then me because he has not written for a long time. Things are going good. I am job hunting. I don't have anything else exciting to say.

2003-05-11T12:08:00.000-05:00

It is less then a week until we will be leaving. I can not even believe that. I will really be excited to start whatever work the Lord has for us in Glendive, but I will miss the people that I have met here. I will quote my friend April here because I feel the same way but she said, "When I left Texas I was so sad because I was going to miss the people there, but I thought to myself I will see them again. Never did it come to my mind that I would meet people in Tulsa and they would leave." That made me really think. If you would have told me that my best friends would be from Kansas and Texas I would have said yeah right, but they are. I will miss them very much. I hope I will do a good job of keeping in contact.

2003-05-11T12:05:00.000-05:00

Things are nuts in this apartment. I have boxes everywhere. I guess I never thought that I had this much junk. I always want to throw stuff away but in the back of my mind I am thinking I am gonna need this someday. I have no idea why I do this. Most of this is going to just stay stored until Tyler and I get a placed lined up and some money saved. It is very awesome that Dad is going to let us stay with him. I think it will be a lot of fun. Thanks DAD!!!!

2003-05-10T03:08:00.000-05:00

TONIGHT WAS CRAZY. WE HAD TORNADO WARNINGS HERE. WE TOOK WILLIS AND WENT TO JOE BOB'S HOUSE. I WAS NOT TO WORRIED ABOUT THE STORMS. IT ONLY RAINED FOR A LITTLE BIT. WE HAD SOME VERY SMALL HAIL, AND THE WIND BLEW A LITTLE I GUESS. THEY WERE SAYING THAT IT WAS GOING TO BE A VERY BAD STORM, BUT BY THE TIME IT GOT TO WHERE WE ARE IT WAS OK. THERE ARE STILL COME WARNINGS FOR OTHER COUNTIES THOUGH.

2003-05-04T02:37:00.000-05:00

THE TIME IS GETTING SHORT UNTIL I WILL BE LEAVING FOR MONTANA. I DO HAVE TO ADMIT I HAVE HAD A GREAT TIME IN OKLAHOMA. THE FRIENDS THAT I HAVE MET WILL BE MY FRIENDS FOR A LIFETIME. I AM SO GLAD THAT GLAD HAS A PLAN FOR ME AND THAT I DO NOT HAVE TO DECIDE WHAT I AM GOING TO DO. I GUESS THE HARDEST PART IS JUST FOLLOWING WHAT HE HAS. I HAVE LEARNED SO MUCH FROM BEING HERE. WE ALL JUST NEED TO TRUST IN GOD. NOT JUST ABOUT THE BIG THINGS BUT ALSO THE LITTLE THINGS. GOD IS OUR SOURSE AND ARE STRENGTH. IN HIM WE CAN DO ALL THINGS.

2003-04-23T15:24:00.000-05:00

I HAVE TOTALLY BEEN SLACKING ON WRITING IN HERE. I WONDER SOMETIMES IF ANYONE ACTUALLY READS IT ANYWAY. WELL I TALKED TO EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY, MOM, DAD, AND AMANDA TODAY. I GUESS THEY ARE ALL DOING WELL. I REALLY MISS US ALL BEING TOGETHER. I WISH THAT I WAS BACK IN MONTANA AND THINGS COULD BE THE WAY THEY WERE BEFORE. WELL NOT MUCH GOING ON HERE. I WILL WRITE AGAIN WHEN SOMETHING EXCITING HAPPENS.

2003-04-18T08:08:00.000-05:00

WELL IT IS LESS THEN A MONTH UNTIL I WILL BE LEAVING FOR MONTANA, ACTUALLY IT IS 29 DAYS! THERE REALLY ISN'T ANYTHING EXCITING FOR ME TO SAY. I HAVE JUST BEEN WORKING AND GOING TO SCHOOL. I CAN NOT BELIEVE THAT THIS SEASON OF MY LIFE IS ALMOST OVER. ALTHOUGH I FEEL LIKE THIS LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS HAVE DRAGGED. IT DOES SEEM LIKE THE TIME HAS WENT BY QUICKLY. THE PEOPLE I HAVE MET WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN. WELL GOTTA GET TO SCHOOL.

2003-04-15T00:16:00.000-05:00

BACK IN THE SWING OF THINGS:
WELL I WENT TO TEXAS THIS LAST WEEKEND. IT WAS MY FIRST TIME EVER BEING THERE. I DO HAVE TO SAY THAT TEXAS STINKS. IT IS PROBABLY THE WORST SMELLING PLACE I HAVE EVER BEEN. WE LEFT AT 8:30 FRIDAY NIGHT AND GOT THERE AT 5:30 SATURDAY MORNING. WE SLEPT UNTIL ABOUT 11. MOST OF THE DAY WAS SPENT VISITING FRIENDS AND FAMILY OF APRILS AND THEN AT NIGHT WE WENT TO THE PAGEANT. THE PAGEANT WAS FOR APRILS 14 YEAR OLD SISTER. I MUST SAY IT WAS A LOT DIFFERENT THEN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE JASON AND I HAD A GOOD TIME THOUGH. SUNDAY WE WENT TO CHURCH AT APRILS GRANDPA'S CHURCH, IT WAS A LOT OF FUN. WE WENT TO LUNCH WITH JASON AFTER CHURCH AND WE GOT ON THE ROAD AND HEADED HOME. WE GOT HOME AT 11 PM SUNDAY. NOW I MA BACK INTO THINGS. I WORKED AT AMERICAN TRADITIONS FROM 1-5 AND WENT TO MAZZIO'S FROM 9-12. I AM ABOUT TO GO TO BED. NOTHING ELSE EXCITING PLANNED UNTIL GRADUATION. I AM EXCITED THAT DAD, AMANDA, AND JACE WILL BE HERE.

2003-04-09T02:49:00.000-05:00

BREIF UPDATE:
I AM STARTING A NEW JOB TOMORROW
NO I DIDN'T QUICK MAZZIO'S
I SHOULD BE IN BED
I GOT OFF WORK AT 12:45 A.M.
I DIDN'T GET HOME UNTIL 2:30
I DYED BECKY'S HAIR
GOING TO TEXAS THIS WEEKEND

2003-04-02T23:25:00.000-06:00

IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I HAVE WROTE IN HERE, SO I DECIDED I BETTER GET TO IT. NOT MUCH HAS BEEN GOING ON SAME STUFF DIFFERENT DAY! IT IS APRILS BIRTHDAY ON SUNDAY. MICHAEL HAVE SOME FUN PLANNED FOR HER ON SATURDAY. IT IS A SECRET SO DON'T TELL HER. NOT MUCH ELSE NEW. I AM GETTING EXCITED TO BE DONE WITH SCHOOL AND FOR MY FAMILY TO COME AND SEE ME. WELL GOTTA TAKE A SHOWER.

2003-03-28T01:57:00.000-06:00

T-Y-L-E-R

T-TOTALLY HOT
Y-YELLS A LOT
L-LOVABLE
E-ENCOURAGING
R-REAL

2003-03-28T01:53:00.000-06:00

AS YOU ALL KNOW I AM A GIRL, BUT I STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY GIRLS ARE SO DUMB. IT IS LIKE WE JUST DO THINGS EVEN IF THEY ARE TOTALLY STUPID. ONE OF THE THINGS I THINK WOMAN MAKE THE WORST DECISIONS ON IS RELATIONSHIPS OR AT LEAST GETTING ATTACHED TO GUYS WHO ARE TOTAL JERKS. THE SAYING, "GOOD GUYS ALWASYS FINISH LAST" IS THE TOTAL TRUTH. MY BUDDY MICHAEL IS THE MAN HE IS CUTE, SMART, AN AWESOME MAN OF GOD, AND HE WOULD TREAT A WOMAN GOOD, BUT DO YOU THINK HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND, NO! WHY IS IT THAT GIRLS (NOW I AM TALKING ABOUT FRIENDS THAT I HAVE AND HAVE HAD IN THE PAST) ALWAYS PICK THE GUYS WHO DON'T WANT TO COMMIT. THE ONES WHO WANT TO STRING THE GIRL ALONG AS LONG AS THEY CAN. I GUESS THIS IS A QUESTION WILL NEVER BE UNDERSTOOD BY ME.

2003-03-28T01:47:00.000-06:00

OK WORK WAS JUST AS BORING AS I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE I WAS THERE FOR 4-11:45. ME AND JOSH GOT OUT OF THERE A LITTLE EARLY TONIGHT SO THAT WAS GOOD. TYLER AND I WENT TO WALMART TO PICK OF SOME STUFF. LIFE SEEMS TO BE GOING PRETTY WELL RIGHT NOW. I CAN NOT EVEN BELIEVE I WILL BE LEAVING TULSA IN LESS THEN 2 MONTHS, THAT IS JUST CRAZY. I NEED TO BE GETTING TO BED SOON. NOTHING ELSE EXCITING.

2003-03-27T13:47:00.000-06:00

HEY THIS IS A SHOUT OUT TO MY DADDY! HEY DAD I LOVE YOU. I KNOW HE READS MY BLOGS. ALSO IF MY YOU READ THIS HERE'S A SHOUT OUT TO MY UNCLE PAT. IF ANYONE ELSE IS READING MY BLOG AND WANTS ME TO GIVE THEM A SHOUT OUT JUST E-MAIL ME AND I WOULD BE GLAD TO. OH I WANTED TO SAY HI TO JESSIE TOO. SHE IS ONE OF THE COOLEST GIRL IN MONTANA. HEY GIRL I AM EXCITED TO COME BACK WE ARE GONNA HANG OUT.

2003-03-27T13:44:00.000-06:00

I NEED TO TAKE MY CHECK TO THE BANK AND GET SOME STUFF AT THE STORE BT I AM NOT WANTING TO LEAVE THE HOUSE. I STILL HAVE TO GET READY FOR WORK AND ALL THAT JAZZ. NOT MUCH IS GOING ON TODAY. I HAVE TO WORK 4-12. AT LEAST I DON'T HAVE TO GET UP EARLY FOR ANYTHING. I STARTED MY SERMON FOR NEXT WEEK. I AM ALMOST DONE WITH IT. I JUST HAVE TO ADD SOME STORIES. WELL JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON WITH ME.

2003-03-27T13:42:00.000-06:00

BEST NEWS I HAVE HEARD ALL DAY: NO SCHOOL TOMORROW

2003-03-26T01:13:00.000-06:00

FOR ALL OF YOU WHO ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT MY DAY:

TODAY WAS GOOD! I GOT OUT OF BED VERY EASY THIS MORNING. SCHOOL WAS INTERESTING, WE STARTED OUR 4TH TERM SO WE HAD NEW CLASSES. I ENJOYED THEM VERY MUCH. ON TUES. AND THURS. 1ST AND 2ND HOUR I GET TO GO INTO THE MINISTERY AND HELP. THIS FIRST 4 WEEKS I WILL BE IN DATA PROCESSING. I HAVE ALREADY LEARNED A LOT AND I HAVE ONLY BEEN THER ONE DAY. I DID ABSOLUTY NOTHING THIS AFTERNOON. I MADE TYLER AND ME SOME LUNCH. HE HEADED OFF TO WORK AND I TOOK A NAP UNTIL 3:30. I WORKED FROM 4-12:45. YEAH IT WAS A LONG DAY. MY FRIEND APRIL CAME TO WORK TO VISIT ME. SHE IS SUCH A SWEETHEART. NOTHING ELSE EXCITING.

2003-03-26T01:09:00.000-06:00

AFTER READING MY BUDDY MICHAELS BLOG I STARTED TO THINK ABOUT THE THINGS I NEED TO WORK ON, BUT NOT JUST THAT ALSO MY GOOD QUALITIES. ALTHOUGH I HATE TO SAY I THINK THERE ARE A LOT OF THINGS I NEED TO WORK ON. ACTUALLY I THINK THAT IS A GOOD THING, AS NO ONE SHOULD EVER STOP STRIVING TO BE A BETTER PERSON. I WILL GIVE YOU GUYS A GLANCE AT MY LISTS BUT IT WON'T BE FOR AWHILE AS I NEED TO THINK WHAT I AM GOING TO WRITE.

2003-03-25T00:40:00.000-06:00

TYLER AND I WERE SLACKERS TODAY. IT IS THE FIRST DAY OF TERM 4 AND WE DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL. I WOKE UP WITH A REALLY BAD NECK PAIN. I COULD BARELY MOVE MY NECK AT ALL, BUT THAT WAS PROBABLY NOT THE MAIN REASON WE STAYED HOME WE JUST WANTED TO SLEEP. WE WILL BE THERE TOMORROW FOR SURE. I AM SO GLAD THIS IS THE LAST TERM. IT IS COOL HOW GOD JUST HAS YOU DO THINGS FOR A SEASON.THIS SEASON IS ABOUT TO END AND I AM VERY HAPPY ABOUT IT. LEAVING THE FRIENDS WILL BE HARD BUT THE TOWN, NO WAY! THERE ARE A LOT OF GOOD THINGS ABOUT TULSA, BUT NO MATTER WHAT I WEIGHT AGAINST MY FAMILY. FAMILY WILL ALWAYS WIN OUT. I THINK THE SAME IS TRUE WITH TYLER TOO. I LOVE MY FAMILY SO MUCH AND I MEAN ALL OF IT MOM, DAD, AMANDA, KALE, JACE, ALL THE COUSINS, AUNTS, UNCLES, GRANDMA'S, GRANDPA'S AND OF COURSE ROY, SHERYL, AND ALL THE FAMILY ON THAT SIDE. THESE PEOPLE ARE AWESOME. EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM HAS ADDED TO MY LIFE.

2003-03-23T21:34:00.000-06:00

WELL I AM VERY TIRED AND I NEED TO BE SLEEPING, BUT I AM WRITING IN HERE SO THAT ALL THE PEOPLE THAT CHECK THIS WILL ACTUALLY HAVE SOMETHING TO READ. I WILL BE HEADING OFF TO SLEEP IN ABOUT 10 MINUTES AND IT WILL BE THE FIRST TIME I HAVE WENT TO BED BEFORE 10 IN A VERY LONG TIME. TYLER HAS ACTUALLY WROTE IN HIS BLOGGER IF ANYONE WANTS TO READ IT GO TO HIS SIGHT. CHURCH WAS AWESOME TODAY. WE WENT TO FATHERS HOUSE. IT IS A GREAT CHURCH. TYLER DOES NOT CALL IT MICHAELS CHURCH HE SAYS IT IS HIS CHURCH NOW. IT HAS THAT AFFECT ON YOU. IT REMINDS ME A LOT OF MY CHURCH IN MONTANA. THE PEOPLE ARE GREAT. WELL GOOD NIGHT!

2003-03-23T01:01:00.000-06:00

Went to Aprils most of the day. Michael was there. We went to walmart. The day was very exciting.

2003-03-20T00:23:00.000-06:00

TODAY COULD NOT HAVE BEEN ANY BETTER. I AM SO GLAD THAT APRIL IS BACK. I WENT TO FATHERS HOUSE YOUTH TONIGHT WITH APRIL. IT WAS A LOT OF FUN. MICHAEL, APRIL AND I WENT TO IHOP. LET ME TELL YOU IT WAS AMAZING. WE ALSO BAKED COOKIES, OK I BAKED AND THEY ATE THEM. FRIENDSHIP IS JUST COOL. MY FRIENDS ARE AWESOME AND I CAN NOT STRESS ENOUGH THAT I LOVE THEM SIMPLE BECAUSE THEY LOVE ME.

2003-03-18T01:14:00.000-06:00

DEATH OF AN INNOCENT
I went to a party, Mom, I remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom, so I drank soda instead.
I really felt proud inside, Mom, the way you said I would.
I didn't drink and drive, Mom, even though the others said I should.
I know I did the right thing, Mom, I know you are always right.
Now the party is finally ending, Mom, as everyone is driving out of sight.

As I got into my car, Mom,
I knew I'd get home in one piece.
Because of the way you raised me, so responsible and sweet.
I started to drive away, Mom, but as I pulled out into the road,
the other car didn't see me, Mom, and hit me like a load.
As I lay there on the pavement, Mom, I hear the policeman say,
the other guy is drunk, Mom, and now I'm the one who will pay.
I'm lying here dying, Mom. I wish you'd get here soon.
How could this happen to me, Mom? My life just burst like a balloon.

There is blood all around
me, Mom, and most of it is mine.
I hear the medic say, Mom, I'll die in a short time.
I just wanted to tell you, Mom, I swear I didn't drink.
It was the others, Mom. The others didn't think.
He was probably at the same party as I.
The only difference is, he drank and I will die.

Why do people drink, Mom?
It can ruin your whole life.
I'm feeling sharp pains now. Pains just like a knife.
The guy who hit me is walking, Mom, and I don't think it's fair.
I'm lying here dying and all he can do is stare.

Tell my brother not to cry,
Mom. Tell Daddy to be brave.
And when I go to heaven, Mom, put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.
Someone should have told him, Mom, not to drink and drive.
If only they had told him, Mom, I would still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter,
Mom. I'm becoming very scared.
Please don't cry for me, Mom. When I needed you, you were always there.
I have one last question, Mom, before I say good bye.
I didn't drink and drive, so why am I the one to die?

unknown author

For some reason i just wanted to put this on my blog. This has been one of my favorite poems since I was in 2nd grade.

2003-03-18T00:59:00.000-06:00

I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THE REST OF YOU BUT I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I COULD BECOME SO CLOSE TO ONE PERSON SO FAST. I HAVE ONE OF THE MOST OUTSTANDING FRIENDS IN THE WORLD. IT IS HARD TO THINK ABOUT ME WITHOUT HER. I KNOW THAT WE CAN REMAIN FRIENDS EVEN AFTER I MOVE BUT AS WE ALL KNOW DISTANCE IS JUST HARD. I KNOW THAT APRIL WILL NOT BE READING THIS BUT I STILL JUST WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT SHE IS AMAZING. I PRAY THAT EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU WILL HAVE A FRIEND AS TRUE AS SHE IS. I NEVER HAVE TO FEEL LIKE WHAT I AM SAYING IS GOING TO BOTHER HER AND IF IT DOES SHE ONLY STAYES MAD FOR LIKE A MINUTE. "SHE'S ANYTHING BUT TYPICAL SHE'S SO UNPREDICTABLE OH BE EVEN AT HER WORSE SHE AINT THAT BAD" GARTH BROOKS

2003-03-18T00:52:00.000-06:00

HEY NATASHA I LOVE YOU TOO! IT REALLY MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL WHEN YOU PUT HOW MUCH YOU CARED ABOUT ME IN YOUR BLOG. HOPEFULLY ME DOING THE SAME WILL SHOW YOU HOW MUCH I CARE ABOUT YOU. YOU ARE A WONDERFUL GIRL. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY ( JUST KIDDING I WON'T TRY) THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING SUCH A GOOD FRIEND.

2003-03-17T00:13:00.000-06:00

WHY DO I ALWAYS SEEM TO HAVE SO MANY ISSUES IN MY LIFE? IF IT IS NOT ONE THING IT IS ANOTHER. SOMETIMES I WONDER HOW I CAN HANDLE IT. MY ANSWER IS ALWAYS GOD, BUT I TOTALLY FEEL LIKE MY FRIENDS HAVE HELPED TOO. I GUESS BEFORE I GOT SAVED I THOUGHT IF YOU WERE A CHRISTIAN THAT YOUR LIFE WOULD BE PERFECT. BOY WAS I WRONG. I COULD NOT HAVE BEEN MORE WRONG. I FEEL BETTER ABOUT MYSELF OF COURSE, BUT SO MANY THINGS HAPPEN AND YOU THINK, "WHY IN THE WORLD IS THIS HAPPENING?" DON'T GET ME WRONG I HAVE GREAT FRIENDS, GREAT PARENTS, THE BEST SISTER AND BROTHER-IN-LAW, AND OF WONDERFUL HUSBAND AND NEPHEW. GOD HAS TOTALLY BLESSED ME WITH MORE THEN I COULD EVER LIST. ALL OF THIS IS OF COURSE JUST RANDOM THINKING.

2003-03-16T13:21:00.000-06:00

I WILL BE SPENDING THE DAY ALONE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG TIME. I REALLY WISH APRIL WAS HERE I MISS HER SO MUCH.

2003-03-14T16:24:00.000-06:00

MAN DO I LOVE WILLIS. THAT IS MY DOG IN CASE YOU DIDN'T KNOW. HE MAY CHEW ON STUFF BUT HE IS JUST SO CUTE. HE CAN BE THE SWEETEST LITTLE THING SOMETIMES AND THEN THE NEXT MINUTE HE IS BITING YOUR PANT LEG. I GUESS I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND HIM. TO BE IN THE MIND OF A DOG, OH WHAT THAT WOULD BE LIKE.

2003-03-14T01:30:00.000-06:00

AS YOU CAN ALL SO I HAVE DECIDED TO BE LAZY THE LAST COUPLE OF TIMES AND TYPE IN ALL CAPS. IT SEEMS TO ME IT JUST MAKES THINGS A LOT EASIER. I AM VERY EXCITED ABOUT FINISHING MY FINALS TOMORROW AND BEING DOWN WITH THE TERM. DON'T GET ME WRONG CLASSES ARE GOOD BUT THE TIME SEEMS TO HAVE GONE BY SO SLOW. I AM A LITTLE DOWN BECAUSE APRIL IS LEAVING TOMORROW FOR TEXAS AND WILL NOT BE BACK UNTIL NEXT WED. I WILL FOR SURE MISS HER. SOMETHING I HEARD ON THE MOVIE TODAY THAT I THOUGHT WAS AWSOME WAS, "YOU WOULD RUN IF IT WEREN'T FOR BAD JEANS AND GREED."

2003-03-13T16:30:00.000-06:00

I HAVE ONLY A HALF HOUR BEFORE WORK BUT I DECIDED TO WRITE SOMETHING SHORT. TYLER NOW HAS BLOGGER HE IS WWW.TDAWG1980.BLOGSHOT.COM I CAN NOT IMAGINE WHAT HE IS GOING TO HAVE ON HIS WEBSITE NOR HOW OFTEN HE WILL ACTUALLY WRITE IN IT, SO CHECK IT OUT IF YOU DARE. FOR MICHAEL THE MOVIE WE WATCHED TODAY WAS NOT DISGUSTING IT WAS VERY GOOD. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS, THE PERFECT MURDER. MICHAEL JUST HAS SOME ISSUES. ANYWAY THAT WAS ALL I HAD TO SAY BEFORE A LONG NIGHT AT WORK. THANK GOD I DON'T HAVE TO CLOSE AGAIN FOR 3 MORE NIGHTS.

2003-03-12T23:42:00.000-06:00

WELL FIRST OFF I NEED TO GIVE A SHOUT OUT TO MY FRIEND HEIDI IN SOUTH DAKOTA. I SENT A COUPLE OF PEOPLE MY WEBSITE AND SHE RESPONDED SO SHE GETS THE FIRST SHOUT OUT. DUE TO THAT FACT THAT I WAS UP UNTIL 3 A.M. KEEPING MICHAEL ENTERTAINED ON THE COMPUTER BECAUSE HE COULDN'T SLEEP, I WAS VERY TIRED TODAY. I NEED TO BE READING FOR SCHOOL BUT INSTEAD I FIND MY SELF WANTING TO WRITE ON THE COMPUTER, THIS IS VERY STRANGE. IF YOU KNOW ME YOU KNOW I AM NOT GOOD AT WRITING NOR AM I VERY CREATIVE IT IS SOMETHING THAT I TOTALLY HAVE TO WORK AT. OH THIS IS FOR MICHAEL I READ OUR STUFF TO APRIL AND SHE TOTALLY LOVED IT. OH COURSE SHE DOES BECAUSE WE WROTE IT. ANYWAY THAT IS ABOUT ALL FOR NOW MAYBE TOMORROW I WILL HAVE SOMETHING EXCITING TO SAY.

2003-03-12T02:08:00.000-06:00

My heart hurts to think about the day I will leave my friends here in Oklahoma. I have so much love for them. I wish that there was a way for us all to stay together. I know God put us all together for a reason. My friends have brought great joy to my life. They have taught me, encouraged me and best of all put up with me. I do not have an easy personality to get along with. Love... it is just crazy. I don't even know that to say. Friendship.... knowing you are not alone. There is so much to be said about my friends but so hard for me to find the words. I guess most of all I just want them to really know how much I love them. I LOVE YOU APRIL AND MICHAEL.

2003-03-12T01:15:00.000-06:00

Ok! I don't have any idea why I am up at this time listening to Norah but I am. I do feel bad for my buddy Michael who can not sleep as he has to be at work at 4 a.m. That is not why I am up but I guess if we are both going to be up me should chat. I read my love chapter like Dean Crawl challenged us to do and I already feel like it is working. PTL!

2003-03-11T14:00:00.000-06:00

Ok clearly I am the slacker of the day because I did not go to school and I slept until 2. Spring break starts next week but for some reason I feel so burned out and worn out. I can do all things through Christ that strenghens me. Anyway to your question Michael I do not have anymore down low but maybe you have a Love Offering for me. Just teasing!! Oh and hey that thing on friends was awesome.

2003-03-11T00:10:00.000-06:00

Not a Poet

Wishing I could write a poem
Never knowing what to say
Trying to put words together
To tell people of my day

Maybe Michael will have some advise
For a girl who doesn't know
Does anything from the heart work
Yes or NO??????

2003-03-11T00:03:00.000-06:00

Ok! I can not believe what happened to me tonight. I get to work and I am so very glad that I only have to be there from 5-9 until about 3 minutes into work Cheryl tells me I have to close. Oh was I mad!!! This proved to me that I really need to work on staying calm. Ok as if that was not bad enough. I decide to take off next Thurs. Fri. and Sat so I can chill with my friend Michael. When I looked at the calender I noticed that one of my very good friends, Sarah, has put in her 2 weeks notice. Things at this point can not be any worse. Ok I am done venting.

2003-03-10T16:35:00.000-06:00

This word of the day goes out to Michael!
DISGUSTING

2003-03-10T13:31:00.000-06:00

Today school was sooooo boring. Tyler and I had lunch from A&W. Man was it good!!! Michael came over and hooked me up with this awesome program. I guess most of the stuff I am telling you is pretty dumb that is why this is Random Dumb Things. Michael and I attempted to watch A Walk to Remember but he can never be serious so that didn't last. Because I am a good friend I went to the library with Michael. I have to be at work in like a half hour, as much as I would like to call in I can not bring myself to do it. I will for sure be taking off next Friday night. Well I think that is all for now.